Beta Test

I went in this morning for my blood pregnancy test. They also call it a beta test. Since I took a negative home pregnancy test yesterday morning I am pretty much expecting the beta to be negative also. Bummed about that. Cried for a little bit last night. My stomach is in knots this morning as I wait for the results. The RE office said they would call somewhere around 12 or 1 so I still have an hour or two more of waiting. I'm getting used to waiting but it still sucks. I am bracing myself for bad news. Hopefully I don't cry at work. I'll check in later with the results.